First, the updates
Well, I'll begin to make T-shirt designs of my drawings (the first is a vectorized work of The Sacrifice that I'll show in a few days if everything does well... i really hate to work in vectors because... I still scanning my doodles to work
)... If you really like my work, I have to invite you to buy something; doesn't matter if is a commission, if is premium content or everything.. because I'll begin to work again (In June will begin my new semester as Biology teacher... remember that I'm a biologist) and I need an stimulus to continue making my artwork, that until today, still being tottaly free (you can see it, all my drawings are ready to download without cost) ... I know my art is not the best, but If you like, please, support me... even if you don't have money, a good comment would help me
Ok, that is for one side, in other order, my project od Emeline still alive, but now is not for a contest, so, I'll fix everything; the story, characters (but not Emeline) and other stuff... I'm trying to learn how to make a flash animation and show totally free a motion book version of Emeline & Carmine, but it is ot sure...
Is funny to see how my art have changed with the pass of the time
Originally I was not able to draw a human and now I play with shapes and figures in each picture... I say this because I want to draw a picture related to my success in visits (more than 18000 visits only to my page!
) Is amazing because in these 6 years, I only uploaded during 2 years, (besides the frist 3 drawings that began everything XD)... I want to make a biger and better version of Wonderland mixing all my styles in one
wish me luck
I'm begining new projects too but still really early and I don't want to talk about them right now
Now, the new reccommendations
Well, this is the second time I reccommend great artists that are better than me but have not received enough visits...
First, I talked with you about
Check their amazing artwork, is more than great!
and now is turn of (I'll post only one piece of their artwork to make more space, but visit them to see more):
I know.. still having more to put here, but I need more space and new updates XD visit their galleries, the won't dissapoint you
And now... about my loneliness...
Actually I write this as a catharsis, because I know that to write this is useless to stop what I'm feeling but... these last months I'm feeling more alone that usually... In may 31 I'll have 27 years old and I'm feeling that everything has been a failure... I still withput my wished PhD, I don't have anyone so phisycally close to me... I don't really know how I have survived these last 3 years since I lost my grant and posgraduate studies being sane XD This May I'll go to the cinema to see a movie I have waited for diring years... the new Godzilla's movie... and everything seem to be in completelyy loneliness... I feel something about a person, but that person lives so far that is impossible for me to have her near to me... and nobody understando how I feel here,because I'm the first biologist and the first artist in my family, so, I'm nothing than a misfit for them...
My friends Jack Daniels and jhonny Walker have been the only ones who accepted to shre a minute with me and they have been well receied now (yeah, I'm talking about alcoholic beverages)... and I have fear...
Fear, because almost nobody understands this, but contrary to the last year, now I'm afraid of the idea to die sleeping... Im so paranoic, that I check my pulse everytime...
To die alone, misfit and really bitter as now is worst than a nightmare for me...
Well, I hope you visit my reccomendations and still enjoying my arts
I'll see you in the next journal ^^ ... I hope
By the way, Commisions and trades still open; if you want one, check in my journal for the topic